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Sunday, December 02, 2007

Okay.
School's so over fer me - Well, at least for the next one month. I am so glad coz im finally able to read, chill out, jam and earn so much more money. Omgawd i just feel that i need dolltrash more than ever now. I feel so sucked into this band that it's like water quenching my thirst. Many have come and go, well i almost did. But i realise that after every episode, we grow, we learn and we carry on. I look back on the first jam that we had and i really have to say that we have grown so much, musically and spiritually of course.

We had a new bassist on friday, and we were somehow connected directly, thanks to the world wide web. I had this instant feeling that itll be it. Thank you Lord for Danial! I have never enjoyed myself as i did that day. Okay, i admit i still will have to get used to having a new guy around us and worst of all, i as a drummer, will have to work closely with him since hes the bassist. Im aware that ive gotta kick that shyness outta me and start being open. I will do it even if it kills me!! :P

As a drummer, ive grown as well. In school, it's Nick pushing me with my singing but, in dolltrash, it's Trav. He's always pushing and pushing and if he didnt, i wouldnt be who i am today. The drumset is like a robot that controls my mind when im on it. It's an hypnotic creature, and im like a puppet whose arms are being controlled by it. Somehow, we're in sync. Somehow, we're ONE.

People, do not look down on female drummers because i got that alot before. I was squashed like a bug by the hands of these people, but then again, it was thanks to them that i managed to stand up again. Now i play because i want to see the smile on the faces of others. I want these female drummers to believe in themselves, and that with inner strength, they will make it. :D

Well, i havent made it yet. Im not even halfway there. But i know one day i will.
1:49 PM
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